tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57118093919208890142024-02-20T11:42:29.445-08:00The Most Depressing Monologue Ever;Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01220237051330503636noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5711809391920889014.post-44975480790247762972009-08-08T18:25:00.000-07:002009-08-08T18:33:50.069-07:00So this is life;<span style="font-family:verdana;">Black.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Definition? Devoid of light, completely dark, total darkness.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Yes, that seems about right.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">I cut myself yesterday. I had already promised my one true love that I wouldn't and I broke it. I broke that promise. It wasn't like it was my fault or anything. I mean, what else are you supposed to do when your <em>own mother</em> calls you a fat-ass bitch? As if I wasn't insecure enough? As if I didn't already know that she hates my fucking guts? </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Well, it's not like she means it when she says that she loves me. She doesn't even know me. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">She doesn't know that I cut myself.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">She doesn't know that I think about brutally murdering people.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">She doesn't know the shit that I've gone through.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">She doesn't know the pain I've suffered through, all the time faking every smile. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">She just doesn't understand.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">I really don't think anyone ever will.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">-Samantha</span>Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01220237051330503636noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5711809391920889014.post-47522225253336879752009-08-07T22:20:00.000-07:002009-08-07T22:25:24.780-07:00ohaidurr;Welcome to the Most Depressing Monologue Ever. My name is Samantha.. you can call me Sam. So, here are the basics:<br /><br />-Don't piss me off<br />-I'm more mature than you think<br />-I'm mostly nice to everyone<br />-My moods can change very quickly<br />-I love Jack Barakat<br />-I'm bi<br />-I tend to be very depressed (hence the blog title)<br />-No, I'm not over the fact that Panic At The Disco broke up..<br /><br />and, yeah. That's pretty much it for the introduction. Oh, I also epically fail at being funny..<br /><br />kthnxbaii,<br />SamSamanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01220237051330503636noreply@blogger.com0